Have you ever felt ashamed with yourself because of something that you did? Something that you shouldn't do but you still do it then after that, you directly regret it. I believe there are moments when someone felt that way.
A friend of mine said that she was ashamed because she couldn't hold her anger toward someone. I have the same experience too. One day I was so angry to one of my colleague. After I scolded him, another colleague said: "why did you do that to him?" I couldn't hold my anger, I was ashamed.
Recently, I felt so low because I beg and ask something again and again. I don't know why I kept doing it. I often remind myself not to do it, yet I always repeat it. Till I realized that I made other see my fragility by asking about it. Oh! Why I did it? Where did I put my self esteem? I shouldn't have let other see my weakness, my fragility. Shame on you, Sutaaraito! Shame on you!
Learned the lesson and move on!
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