When you are being ask, "What is the opposite of I love you?". Most of you will answer "I don't love you" or "I hate you". My answer is "I can't do anything for you".
Remembering how my father asked for my help on the day he passed away, I felt so guilty that I couldn't help him. People said it's God's will that whether I was at his side on that moment, I won't be able save him. Yet it still can't reduce my guilt. Since we are close to one another, I felt so empty now. I can't forgive myself because I failed to rescue him. I love him, but I can't do anything for him.
The truth is, I can't do anything for my love one. I failed to prove my love for them, especially to my father. Pa, I love you so much. For me now, the opposite of I love you is I can't do anything for you. I, who was unable to do anything for my father, can only take care of my mom now. I will try my best to love and support her more than before. Ma, I love you so much.
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