Karena Ku Sanggup

I love this song very much. It has a very sad lyric yet it shows power; a power of love that allow someone to get through the darkest moment. I hardly watch the video clip of this song but when I watched a live performance by the singer, Agnes Monica, wow... I can directly sense how sad this song and how powerful love is. Here is the lyric:

KARENA KU SANGGUP

by Agnes Monica

biar aku sentuhmu berikanku rasa itu / let me touch you, give that feeling
pelukmu yang dulu pernah buatku / your hug that was belonged to me
ku tak bisa paksamu tuk tinggal di sisiku / I can not force you to stay with me
walau kau yang selalu sakiti aku dengan perbuatanmu / no matter how much you hurts me
namun sudah kau pergilah jangan kau sesali / leave now and don't regret it


reff:
karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau / because I can although I don't want it
berdiri sendiri tanpamu /  to stand alone without you
aku mau kau tak usah ragu tinggalkan aku / I want you not to doubt to leave me
kalau memang harus begitu / if it has to be this way

tak yakin ku kan mampu hapus rasa sakitku / not sure I am able to erase this pain
ku selalu perjuangkan cinta kita namun apa salahku / I always fight for our love but what is my mistake
hingga ku tak layak dapatkan kesungguhanmu / til I don't deserve your sincerity

repeat reff.

tak perlu kau buat aku mengerti / no need to explain to me
tersenyumlah karena ku sanggup / just smile because I can

I'm trying my best to translate the lyric... Sorry if it wasn't good enough.

It's not a new song, but it gives a perfect reflection of my feeling. A feeling for fighting so hard but have to give up. A feeling of disappointment and unappreciated. Have you ever had this kind of feeling? I believe I can get through this moment just as the song said... "karena ku sanggup".

 加油 (Jiāyóu)!!!