December 16, 2010

I Have Nothing To Say


Try to give the most of your time
They say the best gift to your love one is time
Try to care in every way that you can
They say show your love by caring for each other

When everything was rejected,
The good intention was unappreciated
An empty heart left behind...
I have nothing to say anymore!

Wish to have a stone heart that won't break
Want to own a big heart that will let go
Learn to possess a strong heart that won't hurt

picture's source:
womensbiblecafe.com
December 11, 2010

Living Alone

For a very long time I wished to be able to live alone. I want to live just by myself, consider that I'm an indifferent person, the choice to live alone always come in my mind. I even pray for it to happen. God heard my prayer. I live... not alone but not with my family.

By the second semester of this year, my dad has been transferred by his office to another city. My mum already lives in another city for a long time. While my brother still lives in the same city but not in the same house. I thought I will live alone when my apartment finish but with many changes in live. Now, I live with my maid and my dog. My parents usually visit me at the end of the month.

Sometimes I miss my family so much, till it hurts. As the time goes by the feeling gradually disappear. It's not that I forget them, I still built a good communication with them. I'm enjoying my life now, I even get fatter... LOL... I'm free now!

"Thank you, God. I know you always listen to my prayer. You always know the best for me. I believe in You and in Your wonderful plan for me. Hold me and never let me go, because I am nothing without you. Thank you!"

Sincere Repentance

I don't know where I found this article... I forget it. This is a wonderful story of repentance. I want to learn to be able to have a sincere repentance. Would you like to learn to? Read this article below:


The monk Chu Lai was beaten by a teacher who did not believe anything he said. However, the professor's wife was a follower of Chu Lai, and demanded that her husband had to apologize to him.

Displeased, but without the courage to deny his wife's wishes, the man went to the temple with her and murmured some words of repentance.
"I do not forgive you," replied Chu Lai, "go back to work."

The woman was horrified. "My husband is humiliated, and you were not generous!"

And Chu Lai responded:
"Within my soul there is no rancor. But if he is not truly sorry, it is better for him to recognize now that he is mad at me. If I had accepted his apology, we would be creating a false state of harmony, and this would further increase the anger of your husband."