Feeling: Losing You

It's been more than a month since you left me. No more news from you, no more chat, no more laugh. I feel so empty inside although there are many friends around me. Why is it so difficult to forget you? Why are you always on my mind? I never thought I love you this much, but I do, yet I know you wouldn't believe me. I told my heart so many time, that I must forget you, that you never want me, that you will never fight for me. I found this poem and somehow it describes my feeling for you. I don't know the title of it... a poem by Andrei Aksana as I quote it from his book called "Senyawa":

Hatiku tidak bergeser sesenti pun

Meski jarak kamu lebarkan bermil-mil

Itulah cinta yang kamu sangsikan

Masih seperti itu

Tersimpan di situ

Hati yang dulu kamu patahkan

Tak kuberikan pada siapa pun

Di ruas-ruas hatiku tergambar peta itu

Menemukanmu

Kehilanganmu

Dan tak mungkin kembali ke KM 0

I dedicate this poem for you, I love you, still...


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Gadget: Lenovo P70-A

Finally I took a courage to buy a new phone. I bought a Lenovo P70. Actually this isn't the phone I dream of. I would like to buy Samsung A3 if I have more money. Since my money is very very limited, my option become limited too.

I have 2 options before I decide to buy this phone, Asus Zenphone 2 and Lenovo P-70. I want a bigger RAM and good camera for my new phone. I need bigger RAM because I play online game and good camera because I love to take picture. Both options provide the requirements. Both have 2GB RAM and 13MP camera and 5MP for second camera. The price is more or less the same.

As I searched for the phone, I don't like the Asus's big screen. I don't like big cellular phone. My screen should be 4" - 4.5", no more than that. Asus Zenfone 2 has 5.5" screen, too big for me. I know some would say it's good to have big screen when I play games, but to take phone call... it will be weird. There is Asus Zenphone 2 with 5" screen but... the phone has no slot for external SD Card. So, I turn to Lenovo.

My first choice of Lenovo was Lenovo S850, 5", 13MP + 5MP. But this has no slot for external SD Card. Then I found out about Lenovo P70. A coworker already have it, so I tried the phone and sought its spec. I bought it. Here are the complete spec:

OS - Android 4.4
CPU - Mediatek MT6752 (8 cores, 1.70GHz, Cortex-A53)
RAM - 2GB RAM
Memory - 16GB
GPU - MaliT760
Display - 5" IPS captive multi-touch display with a resolution of 1280 x 720 pixels
Connectivity - Blutooth, WiFi 802.11 b/g/n, WiFi hotspot
Cameras - 13MP with autofocus and LED flash as main and 5MP as secondary
Features - 2x mini SIM, microSD up to 32GB, microUSB2.0, integrated loudspeakers, 3.5 mm audio jak, FM radio
Battery - 4000mAh

I really love the spec especially with 2GB RAM, the camera, and the big battery power!!! Awesome.
So far, I love this phone. The only disappointment would be the loudspeaker, the sound wasn't good. A bit disappointed in the speaker but it's okay. Glad to have this phone.