In This Life

Hmm... Lately, I searched a lot of old song. I remember some songs I love when I was in high school either junior or senior. I asked my brother and several friends, why do I have a flash back memory? They said maybe I have a beautiful memory with the songs... Hmm, they probably right. For several days in this week I remember a song by Collin Raye called "IN THIS LIFE". A beautiful simple song that has a deep meaning to me... Remind me how much I was loved and still love by Him. This is the lyric... 

IN THIS LIFE

For all I've been blessed with in this life,
there was an emptiness in me.
I was imprisoned by the power of gold.
With one honest touch, you set me free.

Let the world stop turning,
let the sun stop burning.
Let them tell me love's not worth going through.
If it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart
the only dream that matters has come true;
in this life, I was loved by you.

For every mountain I have climbed,
every raging river crossed,
you were the treasure that I longed to find.
Without your love I would be lost.

Let the world stop turning,
let the sun stop burning,
let them tell me love's not worth going through.
If it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart,
the only dream that mattered had come true;
in this life I was loved by you.

In this life, I was loved by you.

What a beautiful lyric!

Only Hope

Last night I watched again the movie called "A WALK TO REMEMBER". This movie based on the bestseller novel with the same title written by Nicholas Spark. It's one of my favorite author and novel.

A WALK TO REMEMBER is a heart wrenching account of a young, first love and the choices and steps a person will take to provide another with happiness. It's about a young man and woman in 1958 on the coast in Morehead City in Beaufort, North Carolina. This is the story of their first love, Landon and Jamie... played by Shane West and Mandy Moore. With plot twists and turns and an untold secret that will change their lives forever, Landon and Jamie fall in love. Pain and sorrow lie ahead but the story lets you believe in the power of love and that dreams do come true. Their story is unforgettable and as you wipe your tears away, you come to an unbelievable end.

Watching this movie again made me I fall in love with this song again:

ONLY HOPE
(by Mandy Moore)

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that
I am At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

A nice song which remind me of a hope that I have right now. It's the biggest hope I ever have... I pray for it to happen.

Knocking at The Wrong Door

Have you ever felt like knocking at the wrong door? Again... and again? You believe that it is the right door but it turned out to be another wrong door... Wrong again... Wrong again...

I wish this is the right door...

Several months ago, I picked up the door of fire. You may call me nuts or crazy. Go a head! I don't care! I know what people say - when you play with fire, one day you'll get yourself burn. I'm aware of the risk and ready for it. I choose the door because something bad had happened to me. It was done by the person I love the most. Something that really hurt me. Maybe you call it no big deal but it is a big deal for me. You know what... I learn that the only person who can hurt you the most is the person you love the most.

I've tried to fight the bad with good attitude but it didn't worked. They become more and more attach. So, I declare the war. Yes, I'm taking the risk of it. I really wish that I can win this war without hurting anyone. If they could do it in the name of love, I can do it too. I want to bring you back, guys! Even if I have to sacrifice everything, even if it take my whole life. No matter who win this war, I want you to know that I did it for a good reason... Just like your reason for what had happened.

I love you more than anything...
May the Lord have mercy upon you and me!

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